Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in calumet's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
8:58 pm	given in ive finally given in and decided to write an entry for the first time in appx. forever. but thats ok. lets see.......today was ok, first day of school without soccer to follow it up; aka way too much free time, and so i naturally made waffles. watched boy meets world cuz yeah that owns. my sister brought the kids she was babysitting for over and we played jenga/nintendo. they left and i did math homework. went to jazz band and played some saxophone, it was fun. mom picked me up and drove me everyhwere but home, it was pissin me off. came home and wrote this. neway, ive been thinkin a lot about chrissy and stuff and im not really sure what to even think nemore. i mean, shes cool and stuff but the long distance again. and whenever im in a relationship neway it just ends up we never see each other, and a girl gets pissed at me forever, and i eventually wind up with another 'friend' that i wanted as more. wut do i do? ive just realized chrissy will porbably read this. and yet im not deleting it? hmmm......blue! peace Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: ten years gone - led zeppelin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 14th, 2004
7:02 am	this'll be interesting ive just found out that the soonest i can see my camp friends is a 10% percent ish chance of seeing them on memorial day. i need a ride, etc etc, parents out of town prob wont let me go neway. they claim to understan but they have no idea. this is driving me completely insane, this is way too long to go w/out seeing them (especially mary). AAAAAGGGHHHHHH how am i going to live? Current Mood: crushed Current Music: dont wanna miss a thing - aerosmith (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
3:08 pm	happy time screw all the depressed crap im wicked happy today. havent been happy for a while (this is of course excluding when i see my camp friends....im always happy then). walking on water baby peace, andrew w Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: love is all you need - Beatles (1 Comment |Comment on this)
4:24 am	confused y does life have to be so hard? y do we all need jobs? y do we all need schooling? i mean in the long run, all that matters is if we've loved or not, so y dont we just doff the whole school thing and hang out? theres no real point to going in space, it serves no particular purpose. if we just made it so that nobofy needed money to do stuff, and simply set moderate limits on wut they could do, we'd have more free time to say...............hang out w/camp friends?? if neone ever becomes dictator of the world, make it so, i beg of u. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: never gonna find me - offspring (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
1:21 pm	danger danger, high voltage just listened to the elctric six cd and thought about the good ol days at camp calumet lutheran for boys and girls. timmay is officially the greatest counsellor ever. id like to giv e abig thanks to timmay for introducing us all to the electric six. wonder if he'll be DH or unit leader this year.......hhhmmmmmm. on another note, i got out of tennis which rocks, cuz i really didnt wanna play. to my camp people, u guys r either coming over saturday or sunday for the day (if i can talk smooth u might be able to stay overnight - we'll see). hope it works out cuz then for like 2 weeks after we cant get together. the first weekend in june i found out that ill be done with the SAT II's by 9 on saturday morning so im free that weekend, i think thats when we're going to clintons if im not mistaken.  peace andrew w Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: gay bar / danger, high voltage (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 9th, 2004
3:39 pm	owch Have u ever known something? something that u want very much, and that u had great hope for? something that drove u to keep on going...and then u go, to try and get a step closer to it, but all that u find there is that the ladder uve been trying to climb, this thing that uve wanted to obtain so much, just cant be.......u find out that uve been hoping in vain, u find out that ur a fool for ever thinking it could happen, and then u just sit there, on ur cousins front lawn, staring at the stars, trying to make sense of it all......then ur left alone, and u find some meaning in something completely different, and its beautiful......but then when u rnt alone it all goes away, and the meaning vanishes, and u just r................... Current Mood: lonely and confused Current Music: angel eyes, frank sinatra version (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 1st, 2004
5:18 pm	this'll be interesting hey so i saw this in marys and then calebs so here goes: include in ur post (or for ur post rather) a memory involving me. going to daves house tonight, pull out some liquor we hope it'll be fun. peace andrew w Current Mood: mellow Current Music: good riddance (greenday) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
6:01 pm	not so bad today so today wasnt nearly as bad as yesterday, but it wasnt great. i kicked ass at tennis which cheered me up a little but then the coach made fun of my game so that took away from it. wrote mary a letter during study (mary if u respond to this post tell me wut u want for ur b-day). was gonna call shay, but my coach gave me double practice (3 damn hours) so that got fucked up. i hear now that shays applying for a job at a restaurant, a restaurant which we'll definitely have to go to may 8th if she gets the job. if she doesnt, we'll throw dimes at the employees and say they tried to throw them at us first. peace andrew w Current Mood: blah Current Music: MC 2003-2004 cd (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
6:06 pm	wut a shitty day my english teachers taking off points because an assignment is late (oh yea i was absent the day it was due) wut a fucking bitch. to ne of u that kno her, seriously lets get her fired. and i d do it too. tennis sucked, but dan puirello, wut a ball player. (street ballers for life). i have still got to finish romeo and juliet, then i have a science paper but shes letting us copy and paste haha so easy. i so need to see my camp friends like u have no idea. yesterday i seriously almost killed myself and then decided not too (thank GOD). well, ive gotta get working. --peace Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: californication (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 26th, 2004
10:35 am	my first entry got back from the tour two days ago: havent eaten or slept since then, but im finally getting hungry so well see how lone that streak can last. to all of you lovely people that were on the tour i thank you for making it a great week (especially shay mary mike caleb and chadwick). to those of u who werent on the tour "what r u trying to prove? im staying home sick from school today becuz i seriously dont wanna see ne of my friends from home and wut better way not to? to mike mary shay and chadwick ( and others that plan to attend chicago) it turns out my mom isnt gonna let me toss the game i have to ref that day and so i cant leave my house till after ive finished reffing it. the game starts at about 2:30, which means i cant leave here till like 4, which means i cant get there till 5:15 at the soonest, which means we needa make this an overnight event. (or i could find some clever way to get out of it we'll see). love u all (5 Comments |Comment on this)